PORNO!

New obsession of me friend! *headbanging*

The guys made the video themselves, which shows (in a good way), I recognise a lot of the iMovie effects. :D

Kinda not-really-good day, didn't get to practice my new hobby :P Better luck tomorrow!

And I broke my new year resolution of not smoking, I have been wanting one for days and when we walked to the bus station I gave in, ran into the gas station and bought a ten-pack. I checked before going in and it was a young dudette at the register, no questions of ID or anything!

But my hands were shaking so damned much I had to get help lighting it. Going to the hospital at the end of the week, taking a test or two in the end to see if I have a muscular dystophia stupid crap-illness. It runs in the family, at the male side so to speak (my aunt haven't got it, but my father, uncle and grandfather had/has it), but you can bet I got it even though I'm a girl. That's just the way things seems to work >.< ! 

On the other side, my shaking shouldn't be caused by that, it isn't one of the things that characterises the illness, which mostly kinda breaks down the muscles. If it turns out it is that, I have to start working out, get really into shape. Gah... But I may be able to sneak a discount of some sort from the government, muahaha!

A part of me hopes it really is Parkinson's Disease or something else that it is medications for, I can't deal with it on my own :(  I'm too much a kid to accept that I have to live with it, much less live with it! Anyway I should read Michal. J Fox's book Lucky man, I've heard it is very good. Plus, he got Parkinson's himself and is a yummi actor. 

So now I'm off to read about PD on Wikipedia before going to sleep so I can harass my school mates t'morrow and not be harassed myself over the phone by my girl-friend, hehe.